I'm doing just that. Living...and learning. I've learned more about myself in the last month than in years I think. I'm finding out what it means to feel "normal" which is both odd and nice in some ways. It's not going to all happen at once but I think I finally have the patience to take it one day at a time and let things happen when they are supposed to instead of trying to force them. Thank you to those of you who missed me and let me know it in emails, it's nice to know that I haven't been completely forgotten. And I'm not gone, just temporarily absent, I will be back someday.